Finally, after many months (last September I think), I rode. My fear had built to the point where I didn't think I could get on a horse at all, even Noble. But I did. My neighbor Yvonne came over, and worked Sailor for quite a while. Sailor apparently thought her life's mission was to lounge around and graze all day, so she wasn't with the program at first, But eventually, she decided it was easier to do what the trainer wanted, instead of fighting it or ignoring her. After she was worked and bathed, Yvonne's husband Kevin did some light ground work with Noble, who was much better than Sailor. She knows what to do, and knows it's much easier to just do the right thing and be done with it. Then I rode her in the arena for a bit. We walked and trotted, even a little pattern. I only got nervous when Noble suddenly put her head down, and I had visions of Sailor doing that last summer just before I was launched. But she was just trying to get rid of a deer fly on her nose. I actually had to work a bit to keep her in the trot, because she was a little tired from her ground work. As frustrating as that is, it's better than trying to hang on when I horse is running away with you, as Yvonne pointed out. The main thing is I rode, even if it was old Noble, and I gained a wee bit of confidence. We'll do it again tomorrow, if the rain holds off.
On the mom front, my mother is doing much better on her new medication. She is happy, in a good mood whenever I visit. She's quite coherent, even if she doesn't always get reality correct. She's so good, she really could go back to assisted living, but unfortunately her money is tied up legally with the whole nursing home thing, and it will be gone within a few months. So I'm afraid she is a nursing home patient forever. If only one of the many places she has been in had known about this med, she might not have ended up in a dementia ward for the most extreme cases. But I'm not going to get going on that now.
In other animal news, we almost lost my cat Lacey this week. On Wednesday evening it became apparent she wasn't well. She didn't eat, just laid there and slept. So on Thursday morning I took her to the vet and left her there for the day so they could evaluate her. She had a fever of 104.8, and they gave her an IV, antibiotics, and a NSAID to try and bring it down. Friday morning her temp was still 104.2. So she stayed another day, while they tried to get her better. Her right eye was swollen shut, and they had to remove a small piece of grass from under her third eyelid. We'll never know if she was sick from an eye infection, or if it was a virus. But it didn't look good for a while. But on Saturday morning her temp was normal, and I was able to bring her home. She's still on an antibiotic and has to stay in for a week. She's feeling so much better though, that she follows me around the house yelling at me because I won't let her out. It's annoying, but I'm just happy that she is well again.
I'm so glad you rode! What a great feeling it must have been! That little bit of confidence will sprout and grow. Give it time, go slow...small steps! :)
ReplyDeleteI'm glad your kitty is okay. It is scary when they get sick and you don't know what it is!
Congratulations on your ride - that's a big step! It's also great that your mom is doing better, and kitty also.
ReplyDeleteSo happy to hear you were back in the saddle. Getting your confidence back as an adult rider is one of the most difficult jobs, so just be patient with yourself. I am sure you can do it just fine.
ReplyDeleteAnd equally glad to hear that your mom is doing well in the new facility with, at last, the proper medication.
Poor kitty. Could well have been the eye infection. Cats can be very sensitive to things like that.
Sorry about your mother in more ways than monetarially.Glad you are back in the seat driving!
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